I Want More

Dear Friends & Family,

"I have all I ever wanted and I could not ask for more"......these are song lyrics by Edwin McCain. The song was popular a few years back. I liked it so much I bought the CD. Now when I listen to it I say in my head "ask for more...ask to have 'him/her' forever". What good is having all you ever wanted when it could be taken away from you tomorrow?

I thought Curt & I would be together forever. We have all we wanted in each other. We are happy, content, in love, spliced, unified, as one, etc. This last week has been really hard. I am going to miss my best friend so much. It hurts so badly. I am physically hurting constantly. I can't breathe. I want off this ride.

Curt has been having a hard time physically which is hurting him emotionally. His legs are just not working right. They don't move fast enough and his step is unsteady. He also struggles to speak. The words just don't come out right. His brain is good, he knows what he wants to do and say, but his body won't perform. This is very frustrating for him. He has been very emotional the last few days.

We spent today together to try and cheer each other up. We had breakfast in Sunset Beach and enjoyed a movie this afternoon. Although we love our time together, it seems there is a black cloud above us. It is just hanging over our heads and we can't make it go away.

I apologize this is not a very uplifting or hopeful update, but this is where we are right now.

Thanks for being our friends, please pray for some hope and happiness for us.

Love,

Cindy, Curt, Clarissa, Cayden & Corbin


"I Could Not Ask For More"
by Edwin McCain

Lying here with you
Listening to the rain
Smiling just to see the smile upon your face
These are the moments I thank God that I’m alive
These are the moments I’ll remember all my life
I found all I’ve waited for
And I could not ask for more
Looking in your eyes
Seeing all I need
Everything you are is everything to me
These are the moments
I know heaven must exist
These are the moments I know all I need is this
I have all I’ve waited for
And I could not ask for more

I could not ask for more than this time together
I could not ask for more than this time with you
Every prayer has been answered
Every dream I have’s come true
And right here in this moment is right were I’m meant to be
Here with you here with me

These are the moments I thank God that I’m alive
These are the moments I’ll remember all my life
I’ve got all I’ve waited for
And I could not ask for more

I could not ask for more than this time together
I could not ask for more than this time with you
Every prayer has been answered
Every dream I have’s come true
And right here in this moment is right where I’m meant to be
Here with you here with me

I could not ask for more than the love you give me ‘cause it’s all I’ve
waiting for
And I could not ask for more
I could not ask for more